Every summer, our weekends are pretty much booked, but I think that’s the norm for everyone when its beautiful outside. So honestly, I haven’t really had enough time to post about anything that entertaining going on in my life other than us going to 2 weddings. One of which I said I wasn’t sure I’d go to since I knew it would be awkward, and it kind of was. The other was fun because we actually see and hang out with that couple.
Then we had an assembly all weekend this past weekend but I only made it one day. I feel bad, because I know that my husband would appreciate it if I put forth more effort in going with him, but, the last day that I didn’t go was kind of his fault since he kept us out late the night before. He ended up going alone with only 3 hours of sleep. There’s no way I’d be able to function, I’d be a walking zombie. The first day I missed as well because I had a scheduled interview with Amazon that ended up being canceled for 2.5 weeks. Sometimes I wished the conventions weren’t 8 hours long, because sitting there for that long listening to someone talk can be draining.
I have been feeling off the past 2 weeks, again. If you’ve read any of my other posts than you know just what I am experiencing.
I thought maybe I was pregnant this month since I was experiencing weird pains all over in my stomach, none of which I have experienced before. Like a burning sensation on the right side of my belly button, a throbbing sensation on the right side above my hip, nauseous feeling sensation in the pit of my stomach. I felt pressure, bloating, like I had constant gas that I couldn’t get rid of. My lower back hurt, but I always seem to have some sort of pain there every few months, so that isn’t out of the norm. I had pricking sensation in my boobs, and my usual cramping, which to me meant aunt flow was arriving soon, which she did, but a day early. Let’s just say, it was not a normal flow. So, I took a couple pregnancy tests which both came back negative. So now it has me worried again. I never got an ultrasound because I didn’t want to go to the hospital that the doctor office referred me to. So now I am going back to the same place that I hate just so I can get one as it seems to be the only place with imaging services who are continuing on with my insurance provider. I loathe them, but I need answers cause all of this is making me paranoid and crazy.
Hopefully I’ll find out something July 22nd when my appointment is scheduled for… but I am not holding my breath.