Like the tagline says, welcome to my perfect insanity. You’re about to take a glimpse into why I call it that in 3 … 2 … 1.
My baby sis who just graduated high school last year has become pregnant. She messaged me on Friday saying that she never got her period last month and she figured it was just late. Since I knew better, I decided to bring over a pregnancy test and make her take it. Sure enough, it came out positive right away. All I could say was her name in a long annunciation. She says, “stop, you’re freaking me out.”
I mean honestly, what did she expect it to say? She doesn’t use protection with her boyfriend of 9 months and she never got her period, so it’s kind of obvious. I just find it funny that kids these days act completely dumb and careless when it comes to sex and the people they have it with. They think oh, I won’t get pregnant, or oh I won’t get an STD.
It only takes one time and BAM, you end up like that ho, Barbie.
I am a little bit disappointed and shocked… but mainly disappointed. First, she’s 19 years old. Kids don’t need to be having kids. That’s just my opinion. Granted it could have been far worse if it happened at a younger age, but still, that’s my baby sis. She’s always going to be a baby in my eyes. I know she’s growing up, but I just think kids are something that you wait until the time is right; when you’re at a point in your life where you can take care of yourself and a child. You need the stability, not just financially, but mentally too. I just don’t see that with her right now.
I am the oldest out of all of my siblings and the last one to have a kid. I kind of feel like I’ve accomplished something, as in not having any little Jon Snow’s running around. lol
Don’t get me wrong, I love all my nieces and nephew, just wished they would have waited until they found the one, got married, have a house, a car, a job, a life…
Then to top it off in the same day, I get news that my brother (who I haven’t seen in probably a couple years because he decided to go get on heroin and be a junky a like our father) is in jail for attempted murder. The fuck? He was a good kid. A little bit troubled, but he was fine when he lived with my mom. Drugs make you do crazy things like repeatedly stab someone over a drug deal gone wrong. My brother decided that $100 worth of heroin was worth trying to kill someone over. I know that’s not him, he would never act like that normally. It is the drugs. I just hope he takes this seriously and uses it as a wake up call. He’s 24 and could spend 10-20 years in prison for this ordeal. Ya know, it’s sad, it really is. But, I can’t do anything about it. He has to want to change on his own and this is probably the only time I’ll see him do it.
Only thing I can do is hope for the best and prepare for the worst.